Hmmm…was thinking what I should write today.
Searching for a good topic is not an easy thing to do… ahah… maybe I should
talk about TRUST. YESSSSS…. THAT WILL BE MY TOPIC OF THE DAY.
I’m a person that easily gives trust to people. Even though, sometime we can judge people from the 1st 5 minutes we met them but sometimes I feel that it’s unfair to make a conclusion of what kind of person they are, when we don’t know them personally. Usually, I give them chance to proof me that whatever judgment that I have made towards them are wrong. That’s Good point and also my Weakness point. Whenever, the trusted person betray me, hurt me… it leave a GREAT SCAR in my heart which usually I won’t show immediately. If I can still swallow the pain, I will swallow but until to the stage that I couldn’t tolerate, then, sorry to say, that will be the last time.
Sometimes, I’m wondering myself, why all this must happen to me? It’s not the 1st time I had this type of experiences but why I kept letting people to hurt my feelings? I totally have no idea to answer this question myself. BUT, I do believe that everything happen in our life is for a reason. The reason which only ALLAH know and had plan for us. HE tested us with something that He knows that we can handle it if we deal it correctly. HE’s not trying to torture us or make our life misery. HE wants to see how strong we are in handling such matters because HE wants to reward us with something else which is far greater than whatever we have lost. That’s how HE shows us how much HE loves us…
I’m a person that easily gives trust to people. Even though, sometime we can judge people from the 1st 5 minutes we met them but sometimes I feel that it’s unfair to make a conclusion of what kind of person they are, when we don’t know them personally. Usually, I give them chance to proof me that whatever judgment that I have made towards them are wrong. That’s Good point and also my Weakness point. Whenever, the trusted person betray me, hurt me… it leave a GREAT SCAR in my heart which usually I won’t show immediately. If I can still swallow the pain, I will swallow but until to the stage that I couldn’t tolerate, then, sorry to say, that will be the last time.
Sometimes, I’m wondering myself, why all this must happen to me? It’s not the 1st time I had this type of experiences but why I kept letting people to hurt my feelings? I totally have no idea to answer this question myself. BUT, I do believe that everything happen in our life is for a reason. The reason which only ALLAH know and had plan for us. HE tested us with something that He knows that we can handle it if we deal it correctly. HE’s not trying to torture us or make our life misery. HE wants to see how strong we are in handling such matters because HE wants to reward us with something else which is far greater than whatever we have lost. That’s how HE shows us how much HE loves us…
HE gives us so many things in our lives, yet, most of the time we always forgotten to look up there to say, ALHAMDULILLAH (THANK YOU ALLAH)...
P/S: while I was searching what I should write, I found this.... and somehow it is reflecting me...
P/S: while I was searching what I should write, I found this.... and somehow it is reflecting me...
She Has Secrets You'll Never Know Or
Understand,
She Appears So Strong On The Outside,
But On The Inside Her World Is Spinning Upside Down.
She's Smiling And Standing Tall 2 The Outta World,
She’s Crying And Breaking Down In Her Inner World.
She Appears So Happy 2 Her Mates,
But Alone, She Shares Her Tears With Her Pillow.
She Knows Not 2 Get Her Hopes Up,
As They Always Come Crashing Down.
She’s Heard It All Before & Felt It All.
She’s Experienced More Then Her Fair Share.
1 Touch, & She'll Flinch
1 Harsh, Word & She'll Cry
1 Bad Moment, & She'll Break Down
She Trusts No1, Because The People She Has, Hurt Her & Leave Her 2 Pick Up The Pieces
She Believes No1, Because The People She Has, Lie & Betray Her.
So For Now She'll Keep 2 Herself & Pretend Everything Is Fine, When Everything Is Wrong
I Know This Girl, Because This Girl...
Is Me.
She Appears So Strong On The Outside,
But On The Inside Her World Is Spinning Upside Down.
She's Smiling And Standing Tall 2 The Outta World,
She’s Crying And Breaking Down In Her Inner World.
She Appears So Happy 2 Her Mates,
But Alone, She Shares Her Tears With Her Pillow.
She Knows Not 2 Get Her Hopes Up,
As They Always Come Crashing Down.
She’s Heard It All Before & Felt It All.
She’s Experienced More Then Her Fair Share.
1 Touch, & She'll Flinch
1 Harsh, Word & She'll Cry
1 Bad Moment, & She'll Break Down
She Trusts No1, Because The People She Has, Hurt Her & Leave Her 2 Pick Up The Pieces
She Believes No1, Because The People She Has, Lie & Betray Her.
So For Now She'll Keep 2 Herself & Pretend Everything Is Fine, When Everything Is Wrong
I Know This Girl, Because This Girl...
Is Me.
- Leiysh
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